More Angst. Joy of all joys.

What is this, 'angst month', or something? Normally, October is my favorite month in the entire year.. I mean, screw my birthday, Halloween is the best holiday ever! It's gorgeous outside, rains often, and I can wear everything I like wearing. I was planning for a FUN Halloween this year, because-- WOW! --I get to go to an Anime con Halloween weekend! But, unfortunatly, something popped up on my schedule that wasn't supposed to be there, and it took me by surprise.

Naruto, my FAVORITE CHARACTER from my FAVORITE MANGA of ALL TIME, died-- and he was killed by Sasuke, his best friend. Now, this information is not 100% sure or correct-- all I have to refer from is the last chapter of the manga that came out, which, in fact, ended with Naruto lying on the ground, seemingly quite thoroughly DEAD. Refer to the above post, which is the scanlation.

After seeing it, I walked around in shock for a good hour, before I went to bed, forcing dad to listen to my rants about how Naruto didn't deserve to die and how Naruto (the manga) was really just like real life. Then I cryed myself to sleep.

I don't think I can cry anymore. I'm really, really sad-- to the point where my heart is numb and my body is forcing me to act normally. Naru-chan can't die, too many people would miss him. Sasuke, Iruka, Sakura, Kakashi, Tsunade.. What will they do? He was Konaha's hope, he was Konaha's strongest... And if he dies, what will they all do without him?

If he dies, he'll die loved.

This post is a memorial. We should all pray for Naruto, (stupid as it may seem) and hope he makes it through, cause I feel like I know him. I feel like an idiot, but I feel like an idiot that knows him.